Starting

I'm going to try and put some of my thoughts and feelings here as I journey towards health. I'm sure it isn't always goingto make a lot of sense, but I need to work thorough some issues with myself and this seems like a good place to do it.

I'm thinking this won't be the the most cheerful blog here, (I'm not perky even on a good day!) but it is positive because it means I am at least trying to dig myself out of the pit I am in instead of wallowing in the pain, and the potato chips.

I'm not even sure where to start with all I feel I have to say. I'm not sure who will ever read this, if anyone. I'm not sure I want anyone to read it, but if I don't then why am I amking it public? I could just store it on my computer somewhere. Maybe I hope that someone will happen on to this and they will reassure me that I am not the only one that feels the way I do about myself.

I dunno.

I know I am having a hard time starting now that I am here. So I babble. Maybe I should come back tomorrow and try again. I have nothing.